Broken Heart

I'm not one to display my feelings here on my blog, but tonight I'm in deep deep sadness. In fact, it is hard holding the tears back as I type this. Tonight as I'm coming home from work, one of my neighbors calls me and tells me that she was taking her dog out and noticed that my front door was open. Noticing that our cars weren't here, she was extremely worried that someone had broken in or that I was home and had just left the door open. She called my name and no answer. I had given her my phone number last week in case she needed anything, that was totally God because, Steve and I were planning to go look at cars tonight. When I returned home, I started looking for cats. Maxi, sitting on the chair fast asleep and Toby, on the bed, where I had left him that afternoon. Our baby Bella, nowhere to be found! She had escaped and for all the looking that I did tonight, it didn't matter, because she was no where to be found. Of course, I'm thinking the worse situation ever, but everyone keeps telling me that she will come back. I don't know, I just know that it's 25 degrees outside and she's NEVER been outside, EVER and my heart aches tonight. Please pray for my kitty's safe return and that my broken heart will be mended soon.